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| im really tired so i'm gonna keep this short. everything has been good with me lately. we won 2 region one games Sat. so we're 3-1 in that league woot woot. i love the gameee so much esp. when it's spring. leaving for italy in 5 days, AHHH! i'm in love with jeff. i got a text from my ex who broke my heart, seriously the only guy who's gotten the best of me and the first to break my heart, on saturday night saying i miss you. & it just made me feel so sad and i went to see jeff and i started crying cause the kid wanted me back and it just brought back all the pain associated with what happened between us. and my ex was saying it sucks to see you with jeff and i texted him "well i love him and you had your chance" and i showed jeff the text, i got all upset again because he wanted the first "i love you" to be special. personally, i think there's just a time you know when to say it..but i let him plan it all out. he just sat with me while i cried and hugged me and i showed him the text and he said i love you too <33333333333333 and he got teared up. I LOVE HIM. i'm over my ex completely and i love jeffrey. we went to hoboken saturday, all the stuff with my ex happened friday night but i'm not fixing that haha. had an amazing time. today we went to see the new yankee stadium, soooo nice! lovelovelove. i'm tired i'll update more soonish lol. (i'm talking like people read this)
goodnight,
jenn | | |
| TEN things you wish you could say to 10 people:
1) I love you, babe. You're truly one of the best things thats happened to me =). (gonna say that soon!)
2) After all these years I keep coming back to you. I don't know what it is you do to me but I know in some way I love you. You're still a mess but I don't even care. You're not good at relationships, especially keeping them. It doesn't matter though, because I'll talk to you for the first time in weeks and it's like nothing's changed. You're a mystery to me though. I know you feel something towards me, and I'll never forget that night you told me everything, including the fact that I mean a lot to you. I wanted you so bad for 2 years, and now we both have significant others. We could have probably hooked up or something this year but I don't want to ruin what we have. As much as I love you I know you would hurt me. You mess around with too many girls. You can do so much better than her. You make bad decisions. You need to get away from here. I just want you to do good in life because you mean a lot to me and you always will.
3) You need to lighten up sometimes and not take some things so seriously. You're family loves you, and me and nic do too. Don't push them away because once you're gone you're going to miss them. Don't kill yourself over every little thing, you know i always have your back.
4) . I love you. You'll always be my best friend and I hope you do well in college. Don't follow the path of your brother. I know you can do it and I'll always be here even though you didn't always appreciate me in the past.
5) I don't know why I care about you as much as I do. I don't really know how you feel about me but that's what makes it great. I'm glad we're friends and the relationship we have makes me laugh. You're a funny kid and I hope you stay out of serious drugs.
6) You were never good enough for me. Sorry I led you on.
7) I wish we were as close as we were as little kids. I miss you.
8) You're a fake.
9) You contradict yourself constantly.
10) I'm sorry.
NINE things about yourself.
1) Soccer is my life.
2) My family means absolutely everything to me.
3) I love my close friends.
4) Sleep is very important to me.
5) I love my boyfriend.
6) I don't smoke or drink.
7) I work really hard for what I want.
8) I'm very honest.
9)Not much gets me down.
EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1) Humor.
2) Good personality.
3) Easy to talk to.
4) Sports lover.
5) Caring.
6) Kiss me for no reason.
7) Ambition.
8) Take good care of your body.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1) Soccer.
2) Family.
3) My life as a whole.
4) Friends & Him.
5) The world.
6) God.
7) School/College
SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1) Put on a tshirt.
2) Talk to my mom.
3) Drink gatorade.
4) Go on the computer.
5) Turn all the lights off.
6) Text.
FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment.
1) Mom.
2) Dad.
3) Nicole.
4) Micayla.
5) Jeff.
FOUR things you see right now:
1) Blackberry.
2) My covers.
3) Walls.
4) Lamp.
THREE bands that you listen to often:
i'll list artists.
1) . Taylor Swift.
2) Bruce Springsteen.
3) Blink 182.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1) lead a successful fulfilling life.
2) Follow my dreams.
ONE confession
1) I love my life. | | |
| today started off slow. i woke up to watch man utd lose to liverpool at 830 am which really pissed me off. i went back to sleep after that until 230. my quad hurt so i took a day off from the gym. it's nicole's birthday today. i went over micayla's and she blew out my hair and then we got nicole a cake and went on the funniest scavenger hunt ever haha. tonight was hysterical. i love my friends so much <3. i went to see jeff for like 20 minutes and we just stood outside my car. i can't get enough of him, i love him. he's waiting to say it lol he's all worried he's gonna fuck it up. but we both know we love each other haha. i won't see him next weekend because i have the jefferson cup in VA. i'll miss him! he's gonna say it after that i think. cause we're like on 3 months next week. he's so cute planning everything out. i'm more of a spontaneous kind of person but he just makes me so happy the way he cares so much and tries so hard. he doesn't have to try at all. his mom bitched about us hooking up in the street for no reason. lol. idc. my blackberry's trackball is broken, mad gay i think i got water on it lol. so therefore i can't text for now which is a real heartbreaker. it needs to work asap. i need to go. have soccer prac at 830 ughh lol.
night,
jenn | | |
| hello thereeeee,
hmm today was pretty good =). lol ive been waking up at like 730 lately and its great. idk i was just in the mode of going to school early for a while, which is good, but its always good to sleep a little more =). i parked in the yellow this morning and after lunch. there was no parking idc, and i didn't get a ticket. w/e w/e. we're having a dress down day tomorrow that i had to pay 3 dollars for haha to wear jeans and a shirt of my nationality? im wearing my man utd jersey i think, because i love them. it's either that or just a nice outfit. jeff was limping around school today, he sprained his MCL. i feel bad but i was laughing at him haha. i love him <3. i took a bangin nap after school today, felt so niceee =). i went to soccer which was awesome. i love my team and just running around like crazy and playing the game. seriously i can't get over how much i love it. jeff cup next weekend, leaving thursdayyy. i'm stoked that tomorrow is fridayyy! i'm gonna go to the gym and tan tomorrow after school. tomorrow night go outtttt =). no soccer saturday and prac sunday. saturday is nic's bday so we'll do something for that. italy is so soon its crazy! i'm buggging out. idk how but i'm really freakin tired right now i need some sleep.
night,
jenn | | |
| ayyyy.
so today was micayla's birthday =) 18 wowoowowwow. love her, even though we got in a fight yesterday. we fixed it though haha. i went to school, payed for prom in the AM. made some bread dough in cooking. seriously i love my gym class. such a bugout. speedball <3 always hahah. i get so tired writing these that i never say all that i want to. it's really windy right now, i can hear it outside my window lol. after school i dropped jeff off home, well first we sat outside in my car and talked and i tickled him a lot and kissed and hugged him <33. then i went to the gym and ran harddd =P. champions league was on today. man utd. beat inter milan to move on to the round of 8. i love them so much <3 seriously! after that i bought micayla a card and went to her house for cake and pizza. her family is crazy its so funny. me and sam came and chilled for a little. then i dropped sam off and laid in bed all night talking to people. the woman at quizno's at lunch today was so retarded. you can get a cookie with a combo, it says it on their sign, and she charged me more and then temporarily lost the 10 dollar bill i gave her. all in all it took five minutes to pay for something, usually a relatively simple task might i add. i love jeff. i know he loves me too. he's so cute and nervous to say it though <3 im tired. i really like blogging.
goodnight,
jenn | | |
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